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геiпа (れいな) // jejuneness_
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Age: 19 / Birthday: 1996.02.01 / Gender: ♀
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barely breathing.

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 25, 2015, 8:03 AM

The 2nd week of my final semester in polytechnic is about to start in less than 12 hours...

Going back to school after approx. 8 months of not going (internship + sem break) is really hard and made me breakdown way more than usual.

I'm not sure how to handle anything -
going to school,
attending lectures & tutorials,
doing assignments
(indiv. & group projects),
and just breathing and trying to be 'normal'.

It's so hard and I have definitely achieved a new record on the number of attacks I have/had in a single day alone.

I don't get how people do it - going to school or even simply stepping out of the house.

During the sem break (approx. 4 months), I barely even left the house.
I only stepped out to get food sometimes.
I went out of the house about 3-5 times only across the 4 months...

I'm not sure what to do with myself anymore...

I'll be going for a medical appointment on Wednesday to just try and see if there's something I can do(?)
Not really sure...
I just have to wait till Wednesday to see how everything goes.


I feel really shitty...

I believe that some people just aren't meant for school...
and I'm one of them.
I don't get how people can be so normal and sane when I can barely breathe..
I just want the semester to end already.
It's too overwhelming and I spend so much energy alone going to school that I don't have any left to do the assignments and all.
How do people do that?
Where do they get their energy from?

Can't wait till Wednesday..
I hope I get a clearer picture then....

  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: SEVENTEEN – MANSAE (만세)
  • Watching: [M/V] SEVENTEEN – MANSAE (만세)


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grandlemurmonkey Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2015  New Deviant Hobbyist General Artist
thank you for the llama! Llama Emoji-03 (Sparkles) [V1] 
ARiA-Reina Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for yours too Llama Emoji-10 (Shy) [V1] 
Siara-chan Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the llama and watch!~ :iconsnugplz:
Hatsu-x Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2013
Thanks for the Llama and watch~
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